f*** off.
who gave u the right
to control what ppl can do
and what ppl cannot do.
im here trying to mug and
you only know how to sarcastic
me when i dont help u do
the things u want me to.
seems the average mjc student
starts to do work at 12am.
lol.
i went online at 10 plus and
there were practically only a few
on msn.
then i continued doing my work,
and as the time tends to 12am,
the number of ppl on msn tends
to infinity.
lol.
ok maybe not so.
but it seems that as the average
person ages, the amt of sleep
one gets is inversely proportional
to the increase in age.
ok.
i tink this tells me i have done
phy for too long a period.
omg im starting to talk rubbish.
went to tampines library and
mugged today.
i wouldnt say it was extremely
productive but at least i did more
work than i did for the entire
holiday till now.
and im sneezing like nobody's
business.
it doesnt seem like im getting
flu though, sadly.
i just seem to sneeze and sneeze.
i wonder if its cause someone
is cursing me.
lol.
like non stop in the library.
ph was telling me my nose
turned red after a while.
goodness.
i can really feel my nose dying.
i may just be the first person
to die from sneezing.
guiness record le lor.
hais.
and ah ben is still in m'sia.
and im dying from mugging.
i seriously fear for my results
seeing the amt of time i spend
sleeping everyday vs the
amt of time i study.
and the hols is already half gone.
meaning....
im supposed to have cleared half
of my mugging.
OMG.
hais.
im getting lazy to go
and train and safra.
haiz.
its not that i dont
wanna do well.
i understand the work that
needs to be done for myself
to get to where i wanna go.
but its getting tiring and
unproductive when i keep
getting bad vibes from going
to training.
then when i go home i end up
too tired or pissed to mug.
either way its a waste of time.
shrug.
maybe everyone is just becoming
irritable at the same time.
dunno la.
all of a sudden,
the aim to do well,
the aim to get into ntt,
the aim that everyone in sch team
can win together seems very distant,
and untouchable.
since when i have become so negative
i have ceased to understand.
i just need to hang on i guess.
through this period.
hais.
